today is goin to be a fucked up day simpli coz i am in a fucked up mood....i m so sick of being there for people.....i got into my stupid loneliness mood again and talked to two people, they blabbered about their probs and prob settled, goodbye, am i juz a sucka whu listens to ur fuckin probs, i noticed this bullshit time and time again wheneva ppl arnd me need help i am juz a sms or call away but when times get tryin wif me i turn to a lot of backs and no listenin ears....the amount of time i juz sat immersed in problems not knowin wt to do or juz wantin an assurance and got nuffin in return has reached to an extent where i can't keep count., its always we against others problems but me against my problems,this fuckin cycle is gettin to me and it is plain buggin me, hate this mood man, the 20 odd days where i am strong enuff is destroyed by this few days of emo feelins, i juz wanna scream HEY PPL I M HUMAN TOO, I GOT FEELINS TOO............
i know this entry juz provides a quick chuckle to ani fucker whu reads this(if ther is) and i also know that this entry is not goin to change the cycle that will go on but i juz want this up so in times when i am happi i dunt forget all these one-sided frens.............
*FTW* "
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